The 'real' Natalee!
Hi and welcome to my site! I want to tell you a little about me, I'm normally
the one that makes everyone laugh, bit mad, not scared to be loud! Loves
having fun, takes nothing too serious! But that's not who I am right now! I
quit my job (as a croupier) last month. I wasn't sleeping which was making me
different, mardy, hardly ever smiling, that's not me!! Plus with me not
sleeping I was getting every cold, bug etc that was going around which isn't
good! So I left and now I'm skint, have my own flat and feeling a little
alone! I didn't really know who to talk to so that why I'm talking to you!
I cant really explain how I'm feeling cuz I don't really know myself, I just
feel alone, unloved, uncared for, like I'm in some world, Dreaming. I feel
like I just want to curl up in a ball and never wake up! I know what it is
cuz I have felt it before!! Its called depression and if I don't sort myself
out soon I don't know that I will be able too without anti-depressants! I
worry about what you all think of me, I get scared people will think I'm
weird, mad, crazy but I'm not. And anyone you ask that knows me will tell
you I'm the not! I'm just going through something bad right now and will
soon be over it! Over the next however long you will get to know the 'real'
Natalee, The one that nobody really know. Not even my best mates! This is
just a small amount about me and I'm sure over some time I will give you
enough to make up your mind about me! Will write again soon! Natalee XxX
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